disbelief

i want to sleep now.
like my little one next to me - deep in dreamland.
after a strange night of hovering for safety
while cops surround our neighbors' home,
i'm ready to break out of the shock
and disbelief.
it's already 1am for goodness sake!

ready to take my life back.
the last 6 hours lost to worry is enough time lost.
after all, there is a lesson in all of this,
an opportunity for enlightenment.
and i am ready for the light to shine
and move on.
first, let's start with sleep.
g'nite!