"the state of my world today"

'couldn't think of a better title, so I just
used a line from the janet jackson that's playing in my head.
it works well, me thinks.

the low-carb diet that I've been following
has been groovy, except for last week through today.
'went to L.A. for our friends' wedding and i think
i may have fallen off the wagon a little.

nothing crazy except I am fast-developing
these cravings for fried chicken with the breading.
needless to say it goes against my low-carb diet
with all the flour and stuff on it.
It's also, OF COURSE, super bad for my heart since it is fried.

'been kinda feeling on the low-low lately, too
and it's been making those cravings for fried chicken worse.
Just yesterday, I wolfed down a 6-piece chicken McNugget with
diet coke and a side salad.
yikes...'gotta get that under control.
I'm always feeling' bloated now and
my stomach feels like a huge seedless watermelon...
like the kind we buy at the farmer's market.

I suppose that I am just stuck in the same old rut again,
but I'd rather not get into it here.
Besides, it doesn't much help me keep moving forward.

Currently, I am typing this blog at my desk at work.
I didn't eat breakfast at 9am (when I get into work)
so i started feasting around 11am when I should have
left for the gym for an hour. I can tell my blood
sugar is not as steady as last week since I'm always
freakin' hungry for stuff.

Ugh...it sucks to be walking around like a zombie!
I am praying for the light to shine on me sooner
than later.
I suppose it's really all up to me, though.

In any case, 'been enjoying reading another book
that my co-worker let me borrow.
Perhaps I should go outside today and read it for my
lunch hour.

I feel like i am just rambling on now, so i best
be gettin' on with the rest of the day.

Til next time