11:18p

ahhhhhh
I didn't really deserve one considering the fact that i haven't been
taking care of my body very well, but I got a massage tonight....a FREE one.
One of our interns was in tonight and didn't have anyone to work on, so
i asked if I could book her for an hour.

allthough i didn't deserve one, i certainly needed a massage badly.
my shoulders were so tight that i was starting to feel light-headed at work.
not good.

thursday night league
after my lovely massage, it was already 7:30p or so.
I didn''t have any walk-ins yet and i didn't think i would get any
for the rest of the night, so i decided to catch my bf's 8p game.
I also wanted to hang out with my girl, C, since i hadn't seen her in a while.
'had to catch up on a little girl bonding.

I'm glad i went cause my bf's team won their first game along with
me getting to catch up with C.
We ended up eating at Sinugba afterwards to celebrate.
There were only a few of us that went, but it was nice to
continue this after-game tradition.

I almost didn't join them because i was worried i wouldn't be
able to get to bed sooner since it was 9p by the time the
game ended.
I have a long day tomorrow...I work til 9p at the spa.
But then I figured, "you only live once", you know.
these are those moments that life is about.
thank goodness i went cause as usual, i had a great time
connecting with folks.

changin'
at any point in our lives, we are "in progress".
it just sucks sometimes when you are stuck in the same stage
year after year, even though you think you've changed for the better.

thank god we have loved ones around us who put up with our
crap - time after time...people who continue to have hope in us
and root us on. people who let us lean on them.
people who forgive and forget no matter what.
over and over again.

but at some point we need to own our challenges and face them
head on.
..because the people we lean on are only human.
...humans with breaking points and limits.
they deserve better than the crappy sides of ourselves.