2:19p

disempowered
It's hard to have faith in things when
you feel so powerless.
'still trying to figure out how I can take control
of those types of things in my life right now.

Seriously,
I just want to crawl in bed and drown under my covers.
And let the TV lull my mood away.

But let's get real already, right?

I often think, though, that I am fighting
a war against myself.
Because I think i know the answers, but
I keep retreating cause I get bogged down
emotionally from the conflict at hand.

ARGH!

I really hate being in this situation.
I really really really really really
HATE it!

(but at least I had a nice scoop of ice cream from Cold Stone Creamery.
Otherwise, I'd really be cranky!) ;)