4:25p

so why am I blogging right now?
AAARRRGH!!! 'got soooo much damn work to do.
the stupid new web-based software we've been using is so
mother f'n slow
that i'm wayyy behind on everything.

dammit, if i'm not making mistakes left and right,
i gotta deal with friggin' technical difficulties! grrrr....

'connected with one of my co-workers today.
it's a bit of a slow process getting to know people around here,
so every little step is a big one.
everyone's cool of course, but
we're naturally disjointed cause everyone
is doing different things. literally.
we've got 5 + different types of law
being practiced in this office,
plus we rent out office space to
3 other folks who do stuff that aren't related to law at all.

still, it's a nice work place with generally nice people.

monterey
I'm looking forward to this 3-day weekend, which
for me is actually a 5-day vacation.
'gonna head down to monterey with my bf from Fri
to tuesday.

we don't have anything set in stone except to go
to the Westin Gallery.

I'm just looking forward to spending some quality time
with my bf
and my journal.
'haven't written in it in months!
who knows? maybe i'll actually FINISH a friggin' poem.
'haven't written one of those since October.
but i've been trying...lord knows I've tried.
but the damn rat race of a life i have right now
is just sucking out all the creativity in me.

time to change that.

back to work
I know I have to...but I swear to GAWD i don't want to.
please don't make me...
please don't make me.... :(