5:07p

life over sushi
spent last night having dinner and conversation with my bf -
only, I was the one doing most of the listening.
And while I thought the things that were about to come out of
his mouth were things i didn't really want to hear,
it was the exact opposite.

Here I am searching the depths of everything around me
to find my answers,
and there he was just sitting there
expressing the very things I needed to hear.

can't stop listening to this...

WHY GEORGIA - John Mayer

I am driving up 85 in the
Kind of morning that lasts all afternoon
just stuck inside the gloom
4 more exits to my apartment but
I am tempted to keep the car in drive
And leave it all behind


Cause I wonder sometimes
About the outcome
Of a still verdictless life


Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?


I rent a room and I fill the spaces with
Wood in places to make it feel like home
But all I feel's alone
It might be a quarter life crisis
Or just the stirring in my soul


Either way I wonder sometimes
About the outcome
Of a still verdictless life


Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?


So what, so I've got a smile on
But it's hiding the quiet superstitions in my head
Don't believe me
When I say I've got it down


Everybody is just a stranger but
That's the danger in going my own way
I guess it's the price I have to pay
Still "everything happens for a reason"
Is no reason not to ask myself


If I am living it right
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?