pleasantville
it really makes a difference when you actually TRY
to convince your lazy mind to do what your
body is begging for you to do.

so, i actually made it out of bed this morning at 6am
to head to the local gym.
wished i coulda done more cardio, but I think 15-20 min.
of it is friggin' better than NOTthing over the past week and a half.
'also threw in some sit-ups and stretching.
I can actually breathe deeply now!

didn't expect a reward, but I got one anyway:
I cooked eggs and sausage and managed to have a sit-down
breakfast with my bf...AND i got to ride BART with him
...AND i even got to work on time.

I'm dumbfounded at the thought of such progress.
Imagine what more I could do with myself when I get off my ass
and actually TRY!