3:46p

headachy
woke up way too early this morning. try 5am.
someone was hogging all the blankets, so I woke up cold...and wanting to pee.
'couldn't go back to sleep after that.
'read my Harry Potter book for a while...til 9am. then, finally went back to sleep.
woke up at 12:30p.
'got this achy feeling on the right side of my head.
sucks cause I need to do stuff today.
'guess it'll have to wait til tomorrow.

sharing.
mom and dad always taught me to.
especially since I am the oldest of 2, i had to share everything I had.

i guess that's why it's hard sometimes to
turn that off...even for people that take, take, take
and are "all about me, me, me, me, me".
(I hate seeing that or being around it.
but sometimes i have no choice.)

so i give these folks scraps...only scraps of me -
even though I don't feel like they even deserve that much.

not everyone is entitled to get everything.
especially when you are the one giving.
hmm...lesson learned.

on a lighter note
instead of watching Must See TV tonight,
our friend will be coming over for dinner and a movie.
He's bringin' over some Thai food and we're providing the Lord of the Rings DVD - enhanced version.
I'm so excited!
It's been a while since we've hung out with this friend. good guy.

friday
'dunno what I'm doing tomorrow night.
'kinda wanna go out, but still haven't heard from friends i need to hear from.
it's gonna be storming, though, so I'm not really looking forward
to having to drive anywhere.
then again, I don't really wanna be stuck at home either.

'wish i was on my way to Vegas again or some other fun place.
I can't believe that was a week ago already!
my, my how time flies!!!
too bad i still feel like I haven't gotten enough sleep.
damn headache.