9:59p

only if
if only I could automatically blog my thoughts as I think them.
this would have been perfect today as I drove across the bridge to the peninsula.
i swear, it's like looking at heaven.
it was such a beautiful, clear day...actually it's been like this for the last 5 days.
from my vantage point, I could see san francisco, the bay bridge, the san mateo bridge...

yesterday, as I was driving over the bay bridge into the city, I saw
everything crystal clear...not a cloud in the sky or smog/fog looming...
I saw the golden gate, angel island, alcatraz, mt. tamalpais, the san mateo bridge
man....it was as if I could see forever.

I'm telling you, the last few days have been simply beautiful.

today in particular, felt like the first day of life looking at all that magnificence.
as usual, my mind wandered...hopeful of things to come...
inspired to do the things i dream of...

sounds kinda hokey, but it really just felt good to be alive today.
i wonder if all my Wednesday days off will feel like this.
or maybe I just feel like this cause it's my weekly day off.

whatever the case may be, it's just good to be alive.

one of the things that ran through my mind while driving was pursuing photography, just like my bf.
I called him on my cell while I was driving to let him know.
of course he was excited. and of course if i really were to take it up, it would
give him the excuse he's been needing to buy another camera.
i swear that man is a sucker for photo stuff.

I was inspired to take up photography because
i just want another outlet to capture the beauty,
pain, ugliness, etc. of things.
blogging about it or writing poetry doesn't always do the trick.