10:20a

I hope I'm right
I feel like today is gonna be another one of those "good days".
For starters, I had a nice dream last night...'nothing
wierd and morose like the one I had the night before.
It's also sunny outside again....no forecast of rain.
my cousin is coming over later to hang out,
and I'm going to the city tonight to hang out with a couple of
my ex-co-workers.

It's been such a long time since we've seen eachother, too,
so I'm really looking forward to catch up with them.
I really miss being with them everyday at work.
It's a wonder that we got as much work done as we did,
because our days would always begin with a casual "check-in"
on how our night went,
or a break down of the latest issue in the paper.
We did that all the time, mainly since our work revolved around
meeting community needs/social welfare.
And we'd get into some pretty deep conversations too.
I really miss that.

Maybe tonight they can help me unravel some of the mysteries
that I need to figure out in my current state of confusion...(disillusion sounds more like it, though!).
But I won't bog them down with it too much.
I'm really excited to find out how things are going with them,
especially since they're all on different paths than me.

The Food Revolution
so last night before I went to bed, I read a few pages of this book
that I borrowed from the library.
I could barely put the book down...it was such an interesting read.
I seriously think everyone should read this.

The one message I've gotten out of it so far is,
red meat = bad
Oh, and it's wierd how the author's father is the founder of
Baskin-Robbins ice cream.
His uncle (last name: Baskin) was the other co-founder.

I read the book after typing my last blog entry last night.
So, I was in my "mood"...feeling lost.
Then when I opened the book, the messages literally called out to me...
I felt like it was answering to the very confusion I was feeling.
And my "issues" don't have anything to do with food.
It was quite bizarre and cool at the same time.
I guess I was meant to read this book.

Okay, it's almost 11a...better get crackin' on my to do list for the day.
I think I'll start my day off at the gym.

til later...