6:42p

maybe that's why
I've often wondered what makes blogging and reading other people's blogs
so addicting.
I have to do it everyday. whether I have a lot to say or not.
I have to read everyday. whether people write stuff or not.

'had a little bit of an emotional day today, but
after reading about how other people's day went,
definitely made me feel better.
'helped me put things in perspective, mainly
that the world around me is wayyyy bigger....so no need to focus too much on my self.

whirlwind
so after doing all my bank statement reconciling last night and into the morning,
I finally came up with something close to the correct balance.
It's like $500 off, but whatever....close enough.

afterwards, my mind was in 5th gear...
planning, strategizing, thinking of all the different things I need to do for myself right now.
I was both excited and scared at the same time.
Hence, my insomnia last night...'didn't sleep until 3 or 4am.

today, I put some of my plans into action.
once again, I was in 5th gear.
In the process, I was happy to find that the city I live in
actually does invest in having non-profit agencies
to help our community...
and not just dot com/high tech companies to make money off of.

in fact, there's a whole center dedicated in housing
quite a plethora of agencies that serve human needs.
it's great!
I didn't know about it til today when I walked in there.
It actually opened 3 years ago...about the same time I moved back here.
this place was awesome!
luckily, they even have an opening within the center.
I'm definitely applying.
discovering this place was definitely the highlight of my day.

tomorrow, it's back to poundin' the pavement.
I do hope something good pops up this week.
for now, i'll just be chuggin' along.